Hey everyone I wanted to make this blog to show you what I luv to do as far as crafting and and also other amaizing things I do with my family I also might start posting show notes of the YouTube podcast that I make for my knitting adventures and all the good things that comes within that I also have to say that I am enjoying this community a whole lot I never thought there were so many wonderful people out here I have to say thank you to those that subscribe to my channel and for those who are just checking my channel subscribe hit like is free and lets join each other in this amaizing community I can’t wait to share all these fun things I will be making or getting into.
Is crazy how you give your all to a luv one and you give so many chances for them to take it as a joke and to be playing with someone’s feelings is not right and when your hopes are down and you seem to get usto the reality of deception and to be heart broken then when this person comes back and promises all these bullshit dreams is wrong like for that don’t waste your girl or your men feeling leave them alone because this can be very devastating to deal with don’t do to others what you wouldn’t want done to you I hate to give it all to be played with I am not a toy or a piece of meat I am just done with the lies and the lame excuses I need real true jones respect luv and to be treated right maybe I just need to stay alone
I have been so nice to my hubby well if I can call him that we haven’t been living together for the past two weeks and I am scared to face my reality and three kids bills and criticize people I also feel abandone used and manipulated alone almost as if I can’t trust no one life is hard for me but I know me and my kids will be k we might struggle but we will strive and do the right thing I just dont know how to deal with all this pain I have to hide for the sake of my kids I have to be strong when deep down inside I am drowning how to deal how to not have a breaksdown to not look week infront of others how I’m just overwhelmed by this situation 9 yrs and now this breakup and never again i was not prepared for that i thought we had forever but i was wrong
I haven’t really got the mojo to knit as much but I have been knitting on something new for the past few day I will have a podcast this week to show you guys and other goodies I got at the dollar tree store to carry with me can’t wait to podcast soon for ya
I have been going through a lot for the last three months problems with the hubby my health and of course dealing with my twins they are artistic with developmental delays yes it has been hard but I swear I can deal with my twins even though their behavior is jumpy but dealing with the hubby has been the worse to me what is wrong with men being so ungrateful I don’t understand my hubby has a wife who pays the rent and buys the food and buys the mayoritario of the necessities needed in the house all he Pay is the light and the cable all I ask for is help mind you my rent is $980 bucks and I don’t get help from welfare or coupons I wish I had that help no help there he complains and expects me to help him when he needs but how I have three kids lots of appointments and all I receive is ssi and my twin girls you know I told him he has to support his family because I have the heavier load and that’s his job to make things a little easier on half but no all get is complains and I also get acuse of being with someone else when the truth is what time I have for such ignorance my son hates seeing me go through this but sometimes we women are so blind by love that we forget we exist I stop being for me to be for him lately I stop caring bout him because I am constantly getting verbally abuse by him and I don’t deserve it my son is 16 yrs old and I am afraid one day my son is going to loose his temper on I even left my hubby out in the streets for two weeks change the locks and I figure that would teach him a lesson being that he always tells me boys this my pockets are always broke so I left him out where were his friends and his family at none care no friends around and so felt bad for him and took him in he had told me he misses us and that I was right that the people he always claim was loyal to him wasn’t and so I took him in again like a retard I fell bad for him sleeping in the streets and eating butter bred and coffee and of course did I mention he has a bad alcohol problem when he drinks he take things out on me Jesus we have been together for 9 yrs and this happens lord help me what advise ya give me oh yeah and he raise my twins since I was 1 week pregnant they only know him as daddy this is crazy I finally move to bigger apartment we are living good and that isn’t enough he comes home to a loyal wife he knows what I am doing and where I am and that’s not enough I don’t know what to think 🤔
In this tutorial you will learn how to joing two yarn in a way that you can make yarn ball by hand and join as many yarns as you wish to never weave in so many ends when you are making a scrapy granny stripe blanket with your spare yarns or knit
boy o boy have i have some knews to share with you about Vogue Knitting live 2018 and plus my birthday gifts and what not and yes there is stash enhancement and projects and more yes check out my youtube videos i am also doing some blogs here in there as well and yes you guys i will be posting more videos and i am getting usto the whole youtube blogg thing and yeah their will be more of me cuming this week.
ladycraftsalot83 Podcast on youtube this is episode 14