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Hey everyone I wanted to make this blog to show you what I luv to do as far as crafting and and also other amaizing things I do with my family I also might start posting show notes of the YouTube podcast that I make for my knitting adventures and all the good things that comes within that I also have to say that I am enjoying this community a whole lot I never thought there were so many wonderful people out here I have to say thank you to those that subscribe to my channel and for those who are just checking my channel subscribe hit like is free and lets join each other in this amaizing community I can’t wait to share all these fun things I will be making or getting into.

you ever wonder why the day goes by so fast!

so you ever wonder why or where those the day goes. and you don’t know on what you spend the day on or doing. well i couldn’t sleep last night so i was watching YouTube and it suddenly hit me. life is so dame buzzy we don’t get a chance to usah! and yes as a mom things are a bit hectic and all over the place i also started working out so yeah once i get home from working out i shower eat and then off to bed i go. but last night i couldn’t sleep and sometimes i wonder why am i so moody or why i never stop to think and then it hit me. i live such an amazing life. yes i do as crazy as it is with three kids i have a wonderful hubby as well. and was happy to realize that for once i am happy and with no drama what so ever. that i can sleep in piece and wake up in piece. that i cherish everything in my life. i even turned on a candle and made myself a cup of pumpkin spice coffee with cinnamon and watch YouTube and i am living the best life ever. sometimes we have to stop wishing for what we don’t have and enjoy what we do have. the little things to me matter the most. and i just have to let go of the past and let by gone to be bygones. and just breath and take it all in. there are gonna be tuff times and great times but we need to ride it off to better ourselves or to make better choices. i notice that being comfortable is good but not great because then i slack and gain weight and that’s not good for my health and so i started working out to better myself and to focus on the things i can fix not the things i cant fix and to take it day by day but for the most part i am so happy and super exited for this new chapter in my life. i also have two dogs nene and princess and they make me so happy and yeah there is nothing better in life then having a rough food and health to raise my kids i am so happy i notice that i have so much good to thank god and to remember that life is what you make of it like i stated earlier is the little things for me that makes a big difference and that makes me happy.

HEY EVERYONE HELLO HOW YA DOING?

AS FOR ME IVE BEEN WORKING OUT OR AT LEAST TRYING TO SO THAT I CAN KEEP IN SHAPE AND ALSO BECAUSE IT IS GOOD FOR THE MENTAL HEALTH AND FOR MAKING TIME FOR MYSELF and for putting myself first at least one hour a day so that i can socialize with my friends and it feels so good to work out i feel alife sometimes i kinda be lazy and maybe dont want to go but then i still push myself to go and so i feel alife happy and so motivated to do so it makes me so happy and i enjoy the workouts truth be told the workouts are not easy at all but i try and i stay connected and everyday i try to make better desicions and it is a slow progress but i am active and doing something as oppose to just being in bed all day and letting life pass me by that being said i have try to make a scheduled to post for you guys again i just been a bit stress but i am here and ready for war no just kidding but i need a change to stay active what do you do to stay active i knit and listen to music that keeps me alife and i focus on the bigger picture and so here i am ill post pictures this week of everything i been upto

So i clean my nail tools an i disinfect with bar-beside and then i played with foil papers and rimestones and here is what i came up these my natural nail no tips or acrylic for now it turned out cute hope you like it

Good morning everyone how is your morning going?

As for me a nice cup of coffee starts my day and a appointment awaits for me i am feeling energized now and ready for the day ahead i will be cleaning and listening to music and eating healthy and being possitive and reading a book life is great everyone enjoy every day like if its your last but in a safe way and cherish your family and love yourself and if there is something that you dont like about yourself change it baby steps and work twards your goals god is great have a great day everyone

when your family dont think and ask you for help when they know that your life can be in danger! yes you read this right!

today is like any other day i woke up made a cup of tea got the twins ready and took them to school and now i am watching youtube knitting and just relaxing i get a call that i was needed with my hubby to go with so and so to his old apartment and they cant go alone because they dont know what to expect i said okay ill be soon later on on the day i go to the so and sos house to meet with them and we start walking to the persons old house and mind you i have a plier in my sweater and hubby has a blade with him because we dont know what could happened i also tell so and so that i have kids and that we can not get involve in any drama because i am getting to old for this anywho this person tells me but you have to go i only have you to help us blah blah but i said okay if something happens to me is gonna stay in your head then i start walking to the persons house with my hubby and so and so now we getting near the building and i start to notice there are people like looking at us funny so i pretend to talk in the fone and i start to walk around the block and i soon found a seat or a bench on the other side of the building and i start to knit and pretend i am having a conversation with someone and then i was called to go uptairs and then i went upstairs and then i recorded what was in the apartment and when i saw what was in the apartment and the amount of contraband that was their i told so and so that we had to go because this is not good and we can get killed because of the things that we saw in this apartment another thing is i never herd of a person having two housing apartment and the fact that they still had the other apartment open this is bullshit but anyways then their was a guy that was watching me downstairs and as i walked to the store this person follow me and then i went in a store and they went in the store so i knew this was gonna go the other way then my hubby tells me this guy is infront of the house and told them that they need to leave right now this was weird but i get it because their shit is in this apartment that if you know about the street life they can kill you because they feel like you on their shit and wao the fact that this person did not care that i couldve been dead for this bullshit made me think different about family because the fact that they didnt think about my kids it made me look at things different like i havent been in the streets for 15 years ive been doing good and i change my life 100% for my kids and the fact that my life couldve ended their in an instant is crazy like i went in the apartment took a video of what is in their what if they wouldve come back and got us shot in this apartment thats crazy i am stress and a little lost because the person that send me is someone that soppose to care for me and always want me to do better i just dont understand why would this person put me in danger like this it makes me wonder did this person ever love me like i am still in shock i am not scared of anything but all i had was a plier like this is crazy by the way this is a real story i lived this this week this is why i didnt write for these few weeks i believe?

hey everyone i have to say this week was so exiting for me i test knit a pattern for a friend of mine and i finished it

i test knitted a pair of socks for my friend and i have to say as soon as this pattern comes out you have to buy it and knit it you wont regret it the pattern is written right and easy to knit it you wont regret it the truth is i never finish a pair of socks in a week and so i did it and i am so proud of myself also i don’t usually knit my socks toe up socks and here i am knitting these socks toe up with a afterthought heel and a one by one twisted rib cuff i have to say i enjoy it i will be knitting more toe up socks thanks to this pattern i have pictures to post here later but i just wanted to talk about the pattern the designer is cairo_designs and he is such an amazing person and such a sweet heart a fun guy to hangout with and he is so funny you would have a nice day with him he is such a talker and so nice i love him he makes my day and he is one of my besty

I went for a long walk yesterday! I really needed to be outside i notice anxieties strikes when im indoors too long!

So my son decided to go biking and i tag along he said ma u like to go for walks we can do this together and so i said okay the hubby went with me as well as we are walking in the track me and the hubby talk about a lot of things and we laugh and had a great time then my cuzzin mariela came and we had a great time chit chatting and as i stop walking i took my turkish spindle and spin some fiber yeah you herd right and ive seen so many videos on how to spin that i think i got it down pack i believe the truth is i try many years ago and it didnt work one bit so put it away but recently i stumble with a new to me podcast of these amazing twins and they both spin and they had made a vlog on how they spin and it maid me want to try it again so i sping and it was really relaxing and i enjoy it i dont know what i will make with it but i am enjoying the process thus far and we continue to walk to a close park in the area and i and my son and my cuzzin mariela got on the swings and yes we had a great time outside and i then stop swinging myself on the swings and started to spin again and i have to say i am enjoying it then we came to the house to pick up the girls from their bus and i went to the supermarket to get some items to cook with my cuzzing mariela we made ground turkey meat balls and wheat pasta and pillbury buns in the oven we melted butter and garlic together and added it to the buns and boy dinner was great then we chit chat some more and enjoy the day the girls was so exited to be back in school and i was so proud of them they did great in school and thats all that matters

Later on ill post pictures of my spinning and i am also test knitting a sock patter from a friend cairo_designs toe up socks and yeah ill post pictures soon podcast cuming up soon

How was your day ?

i been trying to get into my ravelry account for two days!

i have no clue what happened ive never had this problem before for years ive been able to log in my account with no problems i have a lot of patterns that i purchase on that site and i also have all my projects in my notebook their where everything you knit and post is there and my yarn stash is in there to this is so frustrating i send a message to the owner to the site and they send me a message that they will get to me as soon as possible i hope they do because i love using ravelry for my knitting projects and they have lots of wonderful patterns as well i love this site but as soon as i get it i will be printing the patterns out because this is ridiculous and i am a person that gets stress when things that dont make sence stresses me out oh lord but hopefully they get to me as soon as possible and i can sort my things out this has caused me stressed and because lots of money i spend on buying all these patterns what do you think i should do?

hey just wanted to chat! keep reading!

i also been told that i am obsessed but i just love being bizzy and when i got dissable i kinda do it all the time so i can relate i started of crocheting first but i didnt like the fabric because it is stiff in my opinion but once i learn how to knit it got crazy then i learn about the different fibers that are out there the indie dyers and all the wool and cashmere and yeah you can imagine the rest from there this makes me laugh because the yarn and needles flew across the room a bunch of times but once i got good then i started making dish cloths and socks and garments and hats and from their on is the craft i stuck with i crochet sometimes but knitting is what i love to do and i am so exited to make all the things i am a bit of a selfish knitter even though i do knit hats for my kids and my son got a garment and socks and hats but i rather knit for me my mom gets upset because she wants me to knit a garment for her but i prefer to buy her the yarn and show her how to knit i rather spend that time knitting for myself i hope thats not harsh but i prefer to make a garment for myself instead and i enjoy the process of doing them but just for me more but i dont mind knitting socks and hats for others but yeah i am all about the garments now i also started finishing my old wips because i still want them so ive been knitting all of them slowly but not casting on any projects that are big because i prefere to finish my garments first and i did do that so i am happy about that now i am knitting on my shawl and some socks for the hubby and a hat pattern i am designing and a pair of socks to i knit my socks on a size 1 1.25mm 40 inch needle my prefer needles are hiyahiya sharp knitting needles and my chiagoo knitting needles they are my favorite now i am going crazy because i want to start a new garment but i dont know witch one to start so yeah i have the yarn for the misurina by caitlin hunter and yarn for a few other garments but we will digress yes digress as you should sometimes jajaja so what you amazing people knitting or about to start knitting

today i went food shopping for the kids and i was so happy the government send the parents food stamps for the kids and i have to say people say we have it bad but that’s not true because we get a lot of help here in new york city and i am grateful i just did a big shopping in Walmart and i am so happy because i am disable and any help is good help god is great and i love my life and for having wonderful pain in the but kids and a wonderful hubby life is hard and sometimes a little prayer is all we need to make things happened

have you ever wonder why some women think by having a child of a men will hold him down! well guess again people boy i have a story for you! keep reading!

here goes nothing!

here is jessica a wonderful women with her on her shoulder and strong and very outgoing women who never stops to get what she wants. she pays all her bills on time and she maintain her kids. theirs food on her table and clothes on her kids back as normal. the only problem is that while she and her men been together since highschool they have had a lot of problems being together. their was the time they had everything and they lived a wonderful life together. until the storm hit them. by then there was arguments and much more but their is no such thing as a perfect couple their will be arguments and dislikes and much more. while the honey moon was still on the relationship was goin well they had two kids and was the perfect family. until the hubby started cheating on her. yes you herd right he cheated and she cryed and she was so upset she wanted to leave him but she didnt. she figure he would change and do right by her. so after the storm he did stop cheating and they were good again. until she started having conversation with him as to what she was going through and she had made friends with this other guy. they became best friends and then he also spoke to her about his problems with his girl at the time. and as time flew by they had this amaizing friendship. her and her husband started communicating more and things seem to be goin good with them again. i soppose having these conversation with her friend was helping her. while things were going good with her and her friend and at home she grew confidence again and was on top of the world yes she was on top and ready for anything. but then again her men cheated again now she thought how could this be happening to me again i do everything this wants from me and more. ok she was devastated and she cryed and cryed. but by this time he wanted to leave her this time she was lost and trying anything to stay with him and make it work she really went through a lot she even let him go out and do him so that they can fix it she didnt want her kids to grow up without their parents being together so she did everything but the relationship was toxic by this time they both lost respect for eachother and the problems got worse and worse she did cry but she never show him she was hurt by this time she was stronger then she ever was prior but even thought they try things kept getting worse now they talk to each wrong and just didnt care who got hurt more like i will hurt you with words but anyways days past and they seem to be ok so we thought but then again he cheated on her with a close friend this time she was more upset because she never thought he would cheat with her close friend but he did and when she checked his phone yeah her gut was right messages and pictures he had send her friend even with his private part she was no angel eigher she to cheated but she loved him he was her everything and so they try to make it work once again but somehow he had gotten tired of her and didnt want to be with her he kind of felt disgusted by her so he broke up with her that was the hardest thing she ever had to go through but even thought he didnt want nothing to do with her she still try to get back with him the truth not even on family pictures he didnt want to be next to her this broke her heart and she still try to be with him for the sake of their son but one day they were both drunk and they tangle and gave it a try but he really didnt want nothing to do with her but this time she had gotten pregnant again i know what your thinking why the fuck would she have another kid by him if he was doing all of this to her but she got pregnant and they made it work and he gave the relationship another go because they have two kids and he love his so much and so they had a great few more years together but guess what they both cheated again but this time he cheated with a friend she left in her house because this friend needed a place to stay now mind this friend us to be at her house in a tshirt and panties and it was ok with them like what women in their right mind let her friend be in her house with her men there in a tshirt and panties common sense would tell you that is tempting even though her men shouldnt be looking to the side but it was there little did she know that her friend was interested in him yes you herd right and aparently he was to because he cheated with her and their goes the problems again jessica had move to pensilvania and was far from her family she didnt know anyone their but she figure living out there he would change well that didnt happened a few months later they broke up she told him that why are they together when they dont love each other and all they do is cheat and lie to each other but he then told her you are right then they told the truth about everything he had done and she also share her secrets to but it was to toxic the truth is she thouth that by moving to pensylvania he would change and give her all the time because she thought by having this baby he would change and wouldnt leave her but in the end having the baby was a blessing but the way she was thinking wasn’t a men is gonna do as he please when he pleases and so will the women but a child those not bring a couple together and a men wolnt be tide to a female because he has a kid with her i dont understand why women have this bad thinking oh if i give him a kid he wont go no where no that is not true because if he is not happy nothing you do will make him or her think different we know when we have to let go and we should even if it hurts us because in the end only the kids suffer and they dont deserve that life people should be mindful of their life and if its better to hurt yourself to let go and be happy then do so your not the first or the last one to go through this and it only makes you wiser for your next partner any who remember the friend jessica had well he to cheated on his girl with jessica and somehow they ended together now while his wife and two kids were going through it jessica did not care to get involved with him she also told him if he wanted to be with her he would have to brake up with his babymother and then they can be together now rumors say that jessica was the cause of their brake up what you think the truth is Jessica felt strong because this young men was tough and strong and his family is all about protecting each other and then some so she then had him move with her he is a nice guy by the way he is funny smart he plays the piano and he loves her kids but she though she could have a baby with him and make her kids fathers jailhouse and or mad by saying i have a men and now im good blah blah blah right but the truth the kids father did not care who she was with but she was all about my men is a real men he works blah blah blah and it went on like that for a while now she also had a kid with him to make his babymama feel bad because their she was having baby and she maid them brake up like if that’s something to be happy about but she continue on and on about it and so their goes that what do you think happened well Jessica and her new men ex wife started arguing and throwing things at each others through and it just goes to say that some people don’t change and believe a child holds a men the only thing i be live they get is another child in the mix that will suffer their parents consequences like lets be smart women and men lets do things right and make better decisions for our life a child never holds a men and life is hard already why make it any harder on each other what do you think about this story comment down below they still together ill keep you posted on the things i find out bye ya

hey everyone what a day today keep reading!

so good morning my beautiful friends from the interwebs i am happy to be here with you guys to give you an update on my day and the past week yeah a tough one for starters the workers that was gonna finish the hallway never show up so there is so much dust everywhere in the house because they plaster the hallway and took off the wood panel that was on the wall and plaster but never painted so yeah they even had the nerve to ask me for the rent anyways i told them until they don’t fix the house i wont be giving them the rent i have the money orders for the rent but it is so messed up they didn’t finished the hallway because me and my son suffers from asthma and bronchitis and they don’t care so we have been consuming this plaster for three weeks so that’s the first thing then I’ve been sick with allergies and asthma with this mess in the house i don’t know about ya but i am a bit ocede and i have to say at time’s i feel like i am gonna go crazy so i have been knitting like a mad lady so that i am buzzy and don’t think on the matter then my insurance was another problem if my primary doctor don’t send some papers to my doctor then i wont have my homecare so there goes that and it just been so much to bare lately even though this has happened i manage to get out the house and chill with my mom again boy i miss her so much and i also chill with my aunt puchy to it was nice seeing them ive been keeping myself in the house because the way my crib looks stresses me out a lot like you don’t understand i like to get up in the morning and make my shake and tea and watch YouTube or a show and i can even do that because they told me take the things out the girls room to work on their floor and their ceiling because it looks like it will eventually be lekking again so we did what we was told to take things out the girls room but they didn’t come back to that as well so I’ve been caved in my yarn room and or my bedroom and i miss the living room this is crazy then the hubby is working in catering again you know to make ends meat and i miss him so much their are time i want him to go out side and work but their are time i want him with me you the bipolar and skitzofrenic kicking in again yeah i have mood swing problems and i am very aggressive at times but no is not what you are thinking i don’t put my hands on my hubby never i love my king shark very much it even surprises me as well but yeah i also when with my cousin to the mall to shop for the nightmares’ before Christmas pajamas and we had no luck like a few weeks ago i saw the pajamas with her in the mall but this time i had no luck what so ever i really felt like crying but i kept it in and i manage to find a wallet of the night mare before Christmas and i was ok with that i couldn’t even find Harley quin items eighter it was sad then after that i saw two movies with my cousin and the day ended well she gifted me a Harley quin blanket with sleeves i was so happy then the hubby picked me up and we watch tv and i love my king shark if you don’t know that is the character in the new Harley quin movie suicide squad omg he looks like my hubby so cute omg i love him so much then i manage to go to a meet up with my knitting friends at string thigs studio and i had a great time with them i spend time with luois boria and cairo and other friends and it was a great day but now i am home and the house is still in thing annoying mess but if i put things back in the girls room and they come to fix i will be so mad you dont understand i like when things are where they belong this is crazy and yeah i also did my podcast on YouTube and a couple of videos on my sparklebeautyplans and i have been enjoying that as much like i said i have been keeping myself super buzzy i finish like 8 projects like i been on a role i also post a lot on my Instagram so check me out there as well and i love talking to you guys if you wanna chat comment down below and i like to answer everyone

how was your day or the last three week going for you?