where have i been! thats the question? right!

so i dont know if i told ya that i suffer from post traumatic deppression disorders and their have been many things that has trigger me these past few months because certain things from the past i try to ignore but when these feelings and emotions and trauma comes back is crazy i feel like i am suffocating i feel closed in i feel like everyone hates me because of what i went through but none the less i try to workout and knit to keep me bizzy and with my twins i tend to be okay but i have notice i tend to close myself in then their is the world people hurting others just cause is so scary to like go places and enjoy life because too much is happening i have to say i barely go outside if my mom or my son or hubby or appointments is the only way i go outside i miss when i useto go outside to the mall calm and i would be okay but now a days is scary you cant even go to the park without their being a shoot out is crazy and all of this has closed me in do you guys feel this way im glad my kids keep me bizzy because that and my depression is a killer i just wanted to come on here and let ya know where ive been sometimes i just smile in the outside but inside i am drowning but what can we do if you talk to a sichiatrist they asume your not fit parent or you gonna harm yourself why they cant just listen and help medication help but they also mess with your health like it is hard the world we live in

Published by ladycraftsalot83

Hey everyone my name is Nereida and I am happy to be here and I will post pictures of my knitting or crochet and anything crafting. I will also post like any adventures I get into as well as planner things. I also luv to read and listen to music and I haven't pain but that's on my list boy ya this is going to be a kook adventure I can't wait to start. I a mother of a 15 years old son name yavan and I also have a set of twin girls Ashley and Ariana they are 7 years old. I luv my kids they mean the world to me and they complete me in every way. I also have a knitting podcast name ladycraftsalot83 podcast https://youtu.be/-mjRefGSMi4 here is my link for Herbalife team beauty https://nereidadelgado.goherbalife.com/Catalog/Home/Index/en-us

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