life and stories, My Family

My sister came from boston to surpise me and with my nephews oh my god i was so happy and so much tears came in i missed her so much and i thank god so much for having sisters from another mother you know being that my mom didnt want nomore kids because at times i become lonely and you need to talk to someone about certain things in your life other then your spouse having someone else is a great feeling someone you trust of couse girl talk i was so happy this weekend great life and of course my dad ya know thats my life he is the best

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life and stories, My Family

Today is a great day everyone god has giving us another day of life and beauty what more can we want!

I woke up sleepy and with no energy to do anything but as soon as i stretch out and said thank you god for a new day for all your blessings and god bless my kids and family and hubby and my kids i went to the bathroom feeling grrrr but i put some Tyler Perry inspirational youtube affirmation videos as i wash my mouth and did my dace routine all that bad energy went away slowly i even manage to wear something nice and i feel good about myself and i am exited for a new day to start i was gonna wear some big old sweat pants and then i said i am not gonna wear this i pull out some nike tights and a a nice loose tank and my Jordan’s and a cardigan because i have a appointment and my daughter as well so yeah put some jewelry on and here i am happy and taking over have a bless day everyone

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Today is a bad day for me! My twin ashley!

Since this morning she has been difficult her behavior is intence sometimes and sometimes is hard to sistract her with something if she has a red morning she forgets that she can bring it back to a green or purple so it goes crazy she hits herself and she screams a lot and their is just no calming her down at all but the screaming has me nervous and with chest pain so i had to stop knitting and hubby told me to relax because he dont want me to catch a seizure and because he sees my eyes do something i forgot what he says it brakes my heart when she gets like this she even was doing things she hasn’t done in years i dont know if i let ya know before my girls are autistic with developmental delay and adhd and when i tell sometimes they have these days where i feel like i am gonna go crazy their are times she is ok but when is a bad day is a real bad day lets see if when i workout later at 6 i feel better ima use that workout as a stress reliever lord give me the strength to continue pushing further one because they only got me and i have to stay strong for them but their are times that you have to brake down because you go crazy over all i luv my girls and they mean the world to me

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